Not my Circus, Not my Monkey

Not my Circus, Not my Monkey

The above go fund me is not mine, it belongs to a great bs free #Narcissist abuse survivor on youtube, Activism of Care. Their latest video made me see that Mr. Pretend Guy has wanted to make sure I am miserable and unhappy once he dumped and devalued me the first time. The narcissists/BPD/Sociopaths NEVER ever want to see us truly as our own people enjoying and living happy lives! GaslightingFrom Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to navigationJump to searchFor other uses, see Gaslight (disambiguation).Gaslighting is a form of psychological manipulation that seeks to…

Perhaps suicide is the Answer for you – The Evil Cold Madness of the Sociopath’s mind.

Perhaps suicide is the Answer for you – The Evil Cold Madness of the Sociopath’s mind.

All of the answers showed there are good and warm people out there who could not conceive of the evilness of Narcissists and Sociopaths. The follow up to this post is that the ex boyfriend continued to pound the victim with nonstop nagging and extreme verbal abuse. Even with rigorous use of the Grey Rock method, the Narcissist/#Sociopath continued to behave in an explosive manner with nonstop insults and abuse. Some of the comments to the victim were telling her she was a train wreck, that the Sociopath found it…

Narcissists and Sociopaths get a boner attacking you when you’re down

Narcissists and Sociopaths get a boner attacking you when you’re down

Mine, my dear Calico,  died today. The sweetest little kitteh who was born with Cerebellar Hypoplasia (occurs when the cerebellum, the part of the brain which controls fine motor skills and coordination, is not completely mature at birth.) I rescued from her from hot shed four years ago. Her condition left her a permanent, albeit wobbly, forever kitten. Even though she was in her own little austistic world, she was happy and a joyful little thing. The maniac alerted me to a “loud wailing sound” this morning. I sleep with earplugs….

The Wrong Kind of Love – Why doesn’t the Narc love you ?

The Wrong Kind of Love – Why doesn’t the Narc love you ?

Still down in a hole with ahole #Pretend Guy. He once again stated how he took pleasure and had a gratifying sense of amusement that I suffered in loving him even the sting after sting of his rejection while stuck economically living under his roof I didn’t bother to counter that a good part of me is fine, a part of me is already so far away from this situation. I loved him truly and he knew that. When I moved to his area,  he ghosted me when I was…

Pretend Guy Redux AKA The Man who Wasn’t EVER There

Pretend Guy Redux AKA The Man who Wasn’t EVER There

Pretend Guy Redux AKA The Man who Wasn’t EVER There  Pretend guy has been gone for several years now, really 6 years if we’re being honest. [Pretend Guy = http://alexandranouri.com/2011/03/13/missing-the-narcissist/ ] But thanks to post financial collapse of USA’s housing market coupled with that dating this fiend long distance, I am still trapped and mired in a soul sucking situation. Back to pretend guy AKA not the real guy, Mr Bizarro. Pretend guy was sweet, a true friend, an easy facade to maintain when your girlfriend lives far afield. Over many painful dissections…