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  1. I had a dream I was you making this video. When I woke up I wondered… Is there really someone who is THIS much like me? I blessed you and went about my day. Please talk to me in private. (This is also a reason I called you brother.)

  2. hi thanx for the video. I feel like my concience always comes to late when the sin already happened. I have asperger syndrome not to use that as excuse but I have to do every little thing manually what regular people have automatically. I have also done a npd test and it's slightly higher than average. I try to escape my own narcissism so I would ask you please pray for me couse I don't want to sin anymore and I want my concience to warn me if I am at he point of sinning so that I can walk away from sin and so I can walk in truth before the sin has happened.

  3. I don't see even at six years of age how I child could unconsciously choose the path of narcissism. This must be something that a narcissistic parent created in the child through their own actions and beliefs stunting the childs true self.

  4. beautiful view in the background. is that a lake? what state?

  5. Here I am , watched this video and I can't help but think of all damage I've caused to myself and my family. I'm in a relationship now, and she's the best girl I've ever know, at one point I almost lost her. I noticed a pattern in my relationships with girls to always go down hill(for lack of a better word) but this time I was privileged of having a friend who is very wise at 55 years old and I went to him after a break up with this current girl after I did not contact her for 3/4 days. Through a story he told me about a coworker of his that could "dish it out but not take it" this got me thinking like never before and finally I was able to pinpoint my behavior patterns, talked to her because we're having a baby and we both love each other. We're happy now and live together. I just don't want to fail her, my child,my friends, or myself. I'm in class, trying to hold back the tears. I talk to God more often these days, I just don't want to hurt anyone, I just want to do things right the right way.

  6. You are doing GREAT REVEALING brother.

    Mental delusion is an "energy-entity" that got into someone thru Matrix programming , and that perverts and warps their reality, personality, and "alters developed WITHIN the child" and then "other entities" can interact with that, ALL stemming from abuse, which can shove ASIDE the CONSCIENCE of a 5 yr old because the Child is trying to SURVIVE abuse from a caretaker …… so false-beliefs ARE birthed , and yes, "willfulness" to follow the path dictated by the WILL of the CARETAKER, who is the CAUSAL FACTOR WICKEDNESS ENERGY thrust upon that child!!! Which teaches the CHILD to LIVE (survive really) BY TAKING ON THE WILL OF THE ATTACKING CARETAKER!! We must STOP "victim-blamimg). The WILL OF AN ALTERED–CAREGIVER is inorganic-Ego-self, now BIRTHED on the MIND OF THE CHILD….. like a bad juju-energy TRANSFER to the child. The child that RESISTS this BECOMES the scape-goat, while other children GO ALONG AND SURRENDER FOR SURVIVAL!!!
    So the surrendering-survival-mode-child being indoctrinated by false beliefs based on UNTRUTHS from an "Altered Parent"
    We can't just throw away an ADULT-NARC because they very well could have been a "surrendering-survival-mode-child" that was not STRONG ENOUGH TO RESIST the wicked bad-juju-energy uploads.
    Pray for them, they were "altered" BY COERSION AND FORCE of the Will of an altered-Caregiver (altered-Parent).
    The altered-child grows up into "altered-Adult" and yes MANY perceptions "altered" because YOU became "altered" by "entity-interference" WITHIN caretakers!!!

    ….. it gets complicated
    to do the forensic on this.
    Can you blame a 5 year old for choosing WRONG in order TO PLEASE THE NARC ABUSER CARETAKER??? IT'S NOT THE KID'S FAULT!!!
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    These Narc-adults were kids at one time. We can't forget about that.
    Pray Yashaya, Jesus-Christ to awaken them enough that they invite Yashaya, Jesus-Christ into their heart and mind to REDEEM an UNFAIR altering against them by the hands of an altered caregiver.
    Plus what if it's not the Parent specifically, but entity-interference attaching to that child off someone else. We must pray for that "entity-interferred-with" brother-or-sister. We are
    powerful enough WITHIN, broadcasting out prayers to help them, in the name of Yashaya, Jesus-Christ.
    You are doing GREAT-MERCY/GRACE-WORKS with your videos brother. You are glorifying YA (God) and helping many. God Bless you.

  7. Read Psalm 58. Psalm 58 verse three says, "The wicked are estranged from the womb: they go astray as soon as they be born, speaking lies." (KJV)

    Some people are born wicked.

  8. Smakintosh, I am asking of something from you. I have not been able to listen to you in a long time. So many things happening. I do appreciate you. I will try to update later I have no idea when but could you pray this prayer. I posted this on several Topix, because other messages of Truth were being banned and deleted.

    I ask, do you Love God?  Do you think guys who rape their sister's are
    evil? Do you think it is wrong to not pay for your adopted dad's funeral
    bill with the insurance money? Do you think it is wrong to not help
    your mother only because you are selfish and have too many expensive
    toys?

    I am pleading for believers to pray this prayer below. The abusers
    friends and family think he is innocent and/or knows he is guilty, but
    is protecting him. Justice needs to be done in this matter. Justice for
    her because she is telling the truth or justice for him because she is
    lying. She is not afraid of this prayer because she is telling the
    truth. But her brother's friends and family says she is lying. This
    prayer needs to be petitioned before God by as many people we can pray
    it so that the truth will be revealed. Who ever is telling the truth
    will live and prosper and whoever is lying will be destroyed and go to
    hell.

    Join me in this prayer. Remember, it was ok for everyone to pray for Ch uck's healing.

    I
    pray now, and ask You ,God if Ch uck's sister is lying, that you
    destroy her. I ask, That you will cut her off. Send her to the depths of
    hell. Her and Her family and anyone who believes the lies.  Let them
    burn forever.

     And
    God if she is lying I ask you to heal Ch Uck and Bless Him where ever
    he goes. I ask you to make all his paths straight. and that you will
    bless his whole family and all his friends.

    But if she is telling the truth, Bless her and give her justice, destroy
    all her enemies.  Every person who helped keep her from receiving
    justice. Send them all to hell and let them burn forever.

    In Jesus' Name we Pray Amen.

    Only one person is telling the Truth and one person is lying. That is a
    simple prayer if one is innocent in a matter then they have nothing to
    fear. One person is innocent/righteous and one person wicked. Let God
    show us who is telling the Truth. I am Game, how about you.

    I dare you, Since you believe he is so innocent
    Pray for her destruction if she is lying she will be destroyed. God is real
    and is word is true.  Since you believe he is innocent there is nothing
    to fear in asking God to destroy him if he is guilty and wicked.

  9. I agree! The brain gets more distorted as time goes by! What amazes me is that they still find supply and a way to fiction without being too obvious!

  10. I think you are quite right: we choose the path we follow. The true path is always there, if we look, and if we want to see it and follow it. But we do have a choice. That's what the theologians call "free will" – God did not make us to be robots, but freely to choose Him and walk in His way, or to choose the broad highway leading to destruction. My brother always says "But God over-rules us…" and cites as an illustration St Paul on the Damascus road. But think – "Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou Me?" Yes, Paul heard the voice, saw the light, the blinding light – yet still he was not FORCED to follow, to turn from his persecution of Christians…that he CHOSE to do. Why? I think because (as God well knew) Paul was genuinely seeking the truth – which he believed fervently involved eliminating this false and heretical sect that followed Christ. He REALLY believed that, he REALLY thought that was true. When he was blinded by the Light and heard the Divine question, he then knew that he had been deluded, that the work he had been doing (breathing fire and brimstone!) had been wrong, and because he wanted the truth above everything, he chose it. If he had not been looking for the truth, yes, he could have dismissed the Voice as a hallucination, dismissed his blindness as merely a temporary phenomenon, and continued his persecution of Christians…Only God knows the heart of a man – and He knew that He was the Person Paul sought, however misguided his seeking.

  11. nice setting pretty where you are

  12. please keep making these videos they are very good I love the presence of God's holy word in them God bless and keep you….

  13. I believe it is a spiritual influence

  14. I believe my narc hides behind the mask of religion.

  15. Touchee…you hit it on the nailhead…i am a believer and my narc calls himself a believer..there is no way you can be regenerate and treat human beings the way a narc does. The Holy Spirit can not and will not tolerate such behavior ..your conscience would be on fire.

  16. I've been married to a narcissist for 18 yrs . it's my 3rd marriage ( unfortunately & we have a son between us ) and had never heard the word , or the psychology of the narc.s or the psychopaths /sociopaths behavour ..until I met & married this woman …they are delusional /psychotic ., oblivious to any feelings & desires of others ..
    these people are dangerous …I'm readying for a divorce … I was going to 1 yr ago but the custody battle for my son wasn't worth it …it' s better that he be 18 , when I divorce her …then she packed her stuff & was going to move in aug.2015 ..and still hasn't ..
    there not capable of reasonable /logical thoughts …delusional is the kindest work I've heard to describe their personality !

  17. wow. I agree with you.Thank you for sharing this.

  18. This is so true I just came out of a narcissist seven year roller coster relationship and I am finally getting over it with your videos help to understand this behavior and for seven years I thought I was going crazy I also have a mother and father that are narcissistic God opened my eyes and I finally was able to understand everything that has been happening to me all my life and now I have separated from these kind of behaviors that narcissist live in and better my self and I chose to live in the path of truth and God. Thank you!

  19. It's true the delusional narcissists become more corrupt as they get older. Ugh!!!

  20. The Delusional Narcissist belief system has been perverted and warped by the disorder!

  21. I can see perfectly how the delusional narc would just love and attach themselves to these NAR false prophets because the false prophet speaks from his own mind and the influence of demons, not the Lord. The devil knows what our desires are when he hears us express them and try to live them out. So here comes along some false prophet who thinks himself to be 'some great one' as the Bible says, and he tells the narc everything they want to hear to fulfill those fantasies. Wow! A monster in the making.

  22. I have wondered if what the Word describes a "seared conscience" is what we call Narcissism.  Very good explanation but I can't understand how anyone can know Him and resist being like Him.  He was (and IS) full of empathy and infuses our being with it for everyone else.  I have a real struggle NOT feeling empathy for those with NPD.  I think maybe if I just forgive them and give them the benefit of the doubt.  Not working.  No benefit left…only doubts.

  23. Smak! Read psalms 58:3-11 and till me if it helps you on the wicked are born that way from birth!       3The wicked are estranged from the womb;
                These who speak lies go astray from birth.      4They have venom like the venom of a serpent;
                Like a deaf cobra that stops up its ear,      5So that it does not hear the voice of charmers,
                Or a skillful caster of spells.      6O God, shatter their teeth in their mouth;
                Break out the fangs of the young lions, O LORD.

  24. Excellent video. At 9:15 you stated you believed that their very physical brain was affected by the choice/decision they made. Studies have been done that show no activity in the amygdala of people with NPD. Either their amygdala burned out or they learned to create neural pathways to bypass it. The amygdala is the part of our brain that controls our perceptions and monitors our emotions of fear and shame which helps us learn our lessons and contributes to our conscience. So, it looks like your belief is correct.

  25. Thomas Sheridan says that being around these psychonarcs actually changes your brain chemistry if you allow them to manipulate you and play into their script.   I imagine if the narcissism/psychopathy changes the brain chemistry of the targets and flying monkeys then the brains of the Narcs are already way off balance.   I know my hormones and body chemistry was way off balance after being around them for years.  I developed vertigo and tinnitus and adrenal fatigue.  But I began an herbal and vitamin supplement regime back 2008 right after I went partial no contact with my family (knowing nothing about narcissism just knowing they were dysfunctional and hated truth in any form) and it has taken me the entire 7 years of taking the herbs and vitamins plus over a year of total no contact to finally begin to feel normal again physically.  The psychological part is taking a lot longer but spiritually, I am doing OK because of Jesus. He keeps me grounded in Truth.  Thank you so much for your service to all your brothers and sisters out here!  I can't wait to meet my REAL family in heaven (if I make it!) and I'm gonna find you and Mrs. Smak and give you both a big hug.

  26. Yet they accuse you of being delusional and paranoid when you catch them trying very hard to make you unhappy.

  27. I agree with you about the age it starts.

  28. you are right about the narc getting worse with age…from the time I met her when she turned 39 until she left at 50
    the delusions got worse , she thought she had the voice and talent to be a rock star..what a stunted child…

  29. You make a good priest sir…if you are a priest, I would have asked council from you.

  30. Narcissists are Judas..

  31. Thank you. Needed to hear this today.

  32. I would love to hear more about this. Just of late my mother has landed in a big mess. She has caused her life to shatter now. Due to her shelfish desires and not listening to reason has ended up in a nursing home . Of course my week has been terrible and caotic. I feel like have to help her. Her cheapness and caregiver choices have landed her in a mess were I have to get gaurdianship now. She took POA away from me due to thinking I would take control away from her delusional life. She dosent seem to understand I want the best for her. I have tried to go no contact and felt wonderful for a month. But now I have become drawn back in due to her age and feel like I must help her. She is a Narc and actually yesterday I thought she must be delusional. The last 4 yrs have been awful trying t get her to pay a decent wage to caregivers. I am at a loss of words.

  33. Narcs build their annointed thrown to sit upon in judgement of all in their domain and play God as false prophet for all to worship 'OR ELSE'

  34. *This guy makes SUPREME SENSE from all other things I have ever heard. I have always said this is a spiritual thing but it puts the CHOICE they made on them and not some TRAUMA event. My NM had WONDERFUL, LOVING and KIND parents who I spent much of my childhood and adult life with until they passed away. I personally loved them dearly and as a child I thought they were angels. That is WHY I never believed her condition was something my grandparents caused.
    *
    Thank you so much and who is this person? *Is this you Mr. Smakintosh and if so I love your kind and soothing voice. It puts me at ease with what I'm going through at this present time.

    2 Tim. 1:7 GOD has NOT given us the spirit of fear, but (in contrast) of power, love and a SOUND MIND. (whole thoughts)

  35. Narcissists are delusional. They basically are too afraid of getting triggered or don't know how to deal like normal people that they cannot introspect. They were never see the light because they are too afraid to look. I'm glad I don't feel the need to fight my dad and stepmom anymore. No matter how many times I have tried to convict them of what they did to me, they will readily delude themselves back into their grandiose delusions. They are cowards who believe their own lies, and in the end they will do themselves in.

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