Month: August 2022

Orchestra of Spheres: Te China Rockumentary | EP. 1 BEIJING

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Orchestra of Spheres: Te China Rockumentary | EP. 1 BEIJING

Following Orchestra of Spheres and Lady Lazer Light’s nine-date tour of China last October, Kiwese presents Orchestra of Spheres: Te China Rockumentary, a five-part series documenting New Zealand’s undisputed masters of audio-visual overstimulation on tour in China for the first time. The first New Zealand production of it’s kind, the series features tour diary narrative, live footage from Beijing, Chengdu, Chongqing, Kunming and Dali, interviews with local acts Baxian Fandian, Death Narcissist, South Acid MiMi Dance Team and Su, candid encounters with fans, bands, labels and venues from music scenes…

Conversations with Narcissist about settling the estate

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Conversations with Narcissist about settling the estate

Context: My grandmother has made me the executor of her will as she is estranged from her own daughter – my narcissistic mother. Both my parents are narcissists. They don’t like that I’m in charge, so go behind my back to talk with the real estate agent etc to get as much money as possible. In this phone-call I tell them to back off and also tell a few truths. They don’t like it obviously – always need to be in charge, always need to be important, always need to…

Meeting Ralph “Antagonist from the play Through Her Eyes”

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Meeting Ralph “Antagonist from the play Through Her Eyes”

Excerpt from the Play. “THROUGH HER EYES” Ralph is the type of person that cannot be trusted. He is the Antagonist to Marianne in the play. Here is a little history on Ralph. Not like your average career criminal, Ralph displays his want to learn so he can conflict pain on other people, whether mental or physical. He first got lock up for stomping a kid’s face after an argument over who could eat an ice cream faster at the age of 11 years old. After spending time and a…

The Debate

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The Debate

Debates are a game since many argue the same over a topic or more not tame, and the winner is given reign. Sometimes facts are a must but often none can trust what is spit out in the dust except that it’s a convincing rust. In school the sides were chosen, assigned ‘for’ or ‘against’ a topic given to each side and then timed reason to answer the question’s season. In private conversations debates focus on the loudest and speedier ruckus. The louder the voice and spit bogus is the…

Skin Feature

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Skin Feature

Voyeur or narcissist – which one are you? Original music performed by ‘The Goths,’ with Johnny Stowmarries on guitars and Percy Blakeney on bass and vocals. This version was originally recorded in the early 90’s on a Tascam 4-Track in the bedroom of a suburban house in Brisbane, Australia. The audio has since been remixed in Audacity with a combination of added percussion loops that were downloaded royalty free at: http://www.looperman.com/loops. Extra backing vocals have also been added. The footage is a montage of excerpts taken from the following films:…

Psychotherapists Can Be Deceived by Narcissists

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Psychotherapists Can Be Deceived by Narcissists

An experienced, clinically trained psychotherapist can be deceived by a highly accomplished narcissistic personality. Usually,  Narcissists  don’t seek therapy since they believe that they are perfect. Everyone else is flawed and burdened by psychological problems.  Narcissists  are at times dragged into therapy by a spouse or partner who is threatening to breakup or divorce them. If there is money involved, many  narcissists  don’t want to go through a divorce and possibly lose their material assets. The  narcissist  goes along for the ride. Even seasoned therapists can be dazzled by the…

The Narcissist’s Gift – A Spiritual Beginning

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The Narcissist’s Gift – A Spiritual Beginning

Humans are spiritual beings. We just don’t know we are. Many of us are fast asleep, somnambulant, or dozing. We are in a state of restless wandering and nagging want. Most individuals are clouded by delusions of the world’s compelling voice to seek gratification when the familiar warmth of desire fills the senses, to acquire more when we need less, to complicate our lives wearing elaborate masks that cater to the whims and currents of what is socially popular. Becoming attuned to the spirit within is a subtle process. It…

The End

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The End

Politics The composer draws on the history-forming power of World Politics to create five brief but truly dense musical political comments on issues of today, yesterday and tomorrow. Suggesting a critical view of institutions (the UN, the World Trade Organization), describing the perpetuating situation in the Middle-East, and implying the expansive nature of capitalism that working on a level above the average spectator, rules peoples’ lives The project consists of five parts, and was originally released by the team ‘stench on a white shirt’ of which the composer was a…

Healing From A Relationship With A Narcissist

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Healing From A Relationship With A Narcissist

Healing from a relationship with a narcissist is a learned process. Learn it now! Many of us have been there. You met the person of your dreams – charming, intelligent, romantic, attentive, incredible chemistry and great lover. You might have been told how wonderful you are, how this was the first time your lover had ever felt this way and had this level of connection, and you felt truly seen for the first time. Perhaps there was a nagging unease that all this was happening too fast – that he…

Narcissist – Narcissistic Set Up, Supply, and Rage – Dealing with the Warth of Nacissistic Injury and Rage – Part II

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Narcissist – Narcissistic Set Up, Supply, and Rage – Dealing with the Warth of Nacissistic Injury and Rage – Part II

Narcissistic Set up, Supply, and Rage- Breaking the Cycle: Dealing with the Wrath of Narcissistic Injury and Rage- If you are dealing with a narcissist in your life this three part series will provide in depth insights into managing their personalities while keeping yourself sane. This series also provides strategies to help you train the narcissist in your life. By: Sheila Robinson-Kiss, MSW, LCSW, www.sheilarobinsonkiss.com Likes: 0 Viewed: 0 source

Conversations With Narcissists – A One Way Street

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Conversations With Narcissists – A One Way Street

Good conversation is an art, a valuable form of communication that can be instructive, enlightening, creative, entertaining. In the midst of a great conversational flow, we feel energized and uplifted. We have joined forces with other human beings to create something of value in this particular moment. One on one conversations can be particularly rewarding. When both parties are free to express themselves honestly, there is a synergy that occurs. Often, secrets are revealed, mistakes are admitted, and creative ideas are expressed. The personal interaction of a good conversation expands…

The Narcissist is Pea Green With Envy

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The Narcissist is Pea Green With Envy

Most of us can admit to having certain emotions: sadness, love, fear, surprise, anger, joy. We may not express these feelings openly but we are able to acknowledge them in ourselves and reveal them to those close to us. One emotion that remains difficult for most of us to admit, even to ourselves, is envy. Envy is an intense resentment of an advantage (lifestyle, physical appearance, social status, wealth, creative gift, etc.) that is enjoyed by another person. This is combined with a strong desire to possess what that person…