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  1. My covert narcissist mother will eat 2 boxes of prescribed sleepers and codeine like they are lollies just to get her so called normal out of bed , some 2 packets of the strongest cigarettes per day , swallow 2 more boxes of prescribed pills of various sorts , drink copious amounts of coffee , then by 4 pm in the afternoon be ready for a slab of Fosters beer , drink herself into intoxication till the am hours of night , then get up at lunch time the next day to start the whole process over again , not to forget the daily ritual of applying layers of make-up and false eyelashes , and exposing clothing. Only a woman with satanic spirits inside could have physically been able to cope with the thrashing she put her body through. After school , that is if I bothered to go myself , my mother could be found at the pub , or at home sitting at the table scheming what she could do to hurt me more. I still love her , this is the battle you face victims , not only are the covert narcissists victims of the satanic spirits that posses them , but if you are a child of a satanically possessed covert narcissist , from birth served the psychotic mixture of emotion abuse , sexual abuse , physical abuse , spiritual abuse – you suffer years of this hell , and the real test is to pick yourself up out of the confusion and pain and progress forward and not become consumed to death , at the same time learning to forgive , if you do not forgive the anger and resentment will hold you prisoner , you must forgive for your own sake even if the predator dose not want or deserve forgiveness. Forgiveness dose not mean forgetting or returning for more punishment , forgiveness is internal – forgiveness is acceptance of what you can not change , forgiveness is letting go of the negative feelings , forgiveness is moving forward to your own freedom. You must surrender and seek help from CREATOR UNIVERSE ONLY BEGOTTEN SON , and learn what the bible will speak to you , this is about survival. Belinda Leoni

  2. This is good to hear,here I'm up late worried about judgment and feeling full of shame.but I'm glad I click and was open to hear you out I have been involved in a toxic environment growing up its somewhat all I knew but dint accept sometimes it's hard to see clear but to clear my eyes first sounds so great .keep doing what your are doing

  3. what about cannibis? my ex narc claimed it really helped him.

  4. my X fiance was different when she would drink she was very nice and more open but I know it was not her

  5. every time the woman I was with drank she would ripp/off all her cloths.. walk around in haze..insulting,condescending..ECT..The next day she wouldn't remember a thing.

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